Sex is not important to you. Getting off is important to you. If you loved your partner, giving her pleasure would be at least as important to you as you getting pleasure. Caring about that is what keeps sex good.
Sex isn't something you do to a person. It's something you do WITH a person.
Thank you love I don’t know what the OP is trying to justify at this point. Clearly doesn’t make sense
Sex is not important to you. Getting off is important to you. If you loved your partner, giving her pleasure would be at least as important to you as you getting pleasure. Caring about that is what keeps sex good.
Sex isn't something you do to a person. It's something you do WITH a person.
Find a hobby and then maybe start dating around.