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Date: November 1, 2022
So you fucked a 12yo's life and now want to prove it wasn't you? Guess what?!
Unfortunately it speaks to just how many standard toxic/abuse dynamic trends and patterns this is following. I can predict it because that is how these things go. That is what worries me, that I am so on the ball makes it all the clearer this was probably a lot worse than you hoped.
Well, again, your 'love and faith' is based on the version of him that exists when you aren't able to express your concerns. It is love when you ignore what you are unhappy about. And that faith isn't real faith, you don't actually believe he will change, it strikes me as sunk cost and that would much more readily inform why you find it hot to let go.
One core element here seems to be that you find it hard to maintain boundaries but also, via continuing to condone him in your life, a lack of self care. You place the hypothetical of him improving over the damage he is actively doing. I say it is a trauma bond but it starts also entering the realm of codependency at that point as well.