I’ve never been so hurt in my life. I feel like dying.

Me and my wife have been having issues for little over a calendar year. She recently let me know she wasn’t pleased with me sexually. I stood up a single night because I couldn’t sleep and noticed the girl phone buzzing a lot. We looked through the phone plus saw that she has been texting another man. Precise photos, text messages, planning getaways together. The women I’ve known for over 10 years completely damages me in the blink of an eye. I’ve never been so hurt prior to and I don’t think We ever will be. The things she said almost made me personally vomit while laying close to her. She doesn’t understand that I know. I don’t know what I am going to do but I feel hollow inside and lonesome. I do not know where to go to. I didn’t just lose my wife I lost my best friend. Saddest day associated with my life.