We [25 M] feel really confused by what I simply went through with my GF [26 F] this evening. I feel like I was sexually assaulted, but I’m not sure if that is the proper expression. I apologize if it isn’t. Provides anyone else been through this?

Just a heads up, I am sorry for the TMI details in this, but it' s the only way to help me explain this.

Long and short we have been dating for 4 yrs. Living together for 2 yrs. Both of us are ideal fits for each other, plus neither of us want children. This has been well known and discussed since day one of our relationship.

I was having a great night this evening, out and about with some close friends, consuming involved. Before we went out she mentioned having sex, but I said we didn' t have time because we were already running past due for our dinner reservation with said friends. I informed her we can make it happen after we got home later. The lady understood.

We go back home at the end of the night, have a couple of more drinks and finally hit the hay. We take part in aforementioned sex and she is certainly on top. All of a sudden she retains repeating ' cum inside me. ' Literally 15-20 times. I keep informing her no, absolutely not (Keep in mind she has done this particular before while intoxicated, as well as the next morning she apologizes and thanks me for not doing so. Also in previous circumstances she would mention this once and that' t it… and the only time she does alcohol can be involved). For some reason after her saying it multiple times, I am getting closer and closer (the man in me personally I guess? ). Once I am super close, I let her know. Usually when I tell her I am close she hops away from and helps me complete with her hand, yet tonight she locked her thighs against my body and pushed down. I kept telling her to get away and she said no . The lady said again ' sperm inside me. ' I tried to push her away but she fought against this and kept forcing herself on me. I ended up getting her off, vigorously but without injury, prior to I came and she really got pissed at me personally for doing so.

I am incredibly confused right now as I are typing this. I don' t even know how to technique something like this tomorrow morning. She immediately passed away after this happened and here I actually sit at my keyboard.

Thanks to anyone that has look over this and has any advice. I' ll be here if anyone has any questions about the situation.