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Spoil me babyyy ! AT GOAL: Squirt in your face [1091 tokens remaining]
Date: October 9, 2022
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I do love him more than anything in this world. I just want to be the other one he truly looks at. I don’t think it’s unrealistic at all… no man ever gets a second look from me. I just want the same treatment I give to him. I hate the idea of him looking at or commenting on a woman’s appearance. Because almost the whole time that we were dating he forced me to think that “he doesnt look at women that way, or speak about women that way”. We had a huge convo about that when he he came clean about it… he said it wasnt right of him to let me believe he never seen another pretty girl. But he wanted to help me out with my confidence. But don’t let me live! in a fantasy world and looking f-ing stupid. Like his friends would constantly torture him about the girls he had crushes on and even told him he could get those girls… that they are better than me and he deserves them. He said he stood up for me and told them to never speak about me like that again. I just so badly want to be his dream girl. Sometimes I wish I never met him so I didn’t have to feel this way. I never have been good enough for anyone to spend more than a few times with… not good enough to be a gf ever or constantly had other women chosen over me.
Relax and let it happen naturally. A little over a month is not very long.
I dunno it's just my mindset on it I guess because how can it mean anything just because it's between you two when it's been shared with so many other people? It's not really anything special if it's an experience anyone could have had. It just makes me think as well about whether or not it even makes sense to just be with one person when you've both ran through a 100 before. It kinda loses all meaning