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Birth Date: 2003-09-09
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Subculture: subcultureRomantic
Date: November 23, 2022
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I’m aquadriplegic (30F) with aa trach and constant spasticity thatcan easily throw me out of my wheelchair if if I’m not properly buckled. I alsohave Heart and pulmonary issues, constant tremors. and slurred speech from a neurological condition while also struggling with obesity. I need help with pretty much everything, from showering toswallowing. Needless to Say I can’t be left on my own for long period s.
My. husband knew all that when we first met and he stilll vowed to spend the test of his life with me. I never. quite understood why a successful middle aged businessman would willingly chooseto marry a woman with profound disabilities s like mine, and I don’t say that because of low self-esteem, I’m just a realist. I knew, since I suffered the accid ent in my early teens, that I could still be a very cool aunt, a loving daughter and a great therapist, but I could never be a wife, and I was honestly fine with thatThen I met my boyfriend and we married less than two years into the relationship.
He. was adamant about me moving in with him so he could be myprimary caregiver and so I did. Her is flawless and I’m as healthy as I’ve ever been under his care, I don’t ever get pressure sores. He madethewhole house accessible even before I moved in, so I’ve never been so independent. I can literally only move. three fingers on my left hand in my entire body and I do feel independent with all of the adaptations he’s made just for Me.
He’s also my best friend, a great listener r and we share a lotof common interests. I did sense something was off during the first year of our relationship, though. For example: he would stares. way too much while I was struggling in physical therapy, he would kiss me too passionately every time I came out of a whole body spastic episode and he has always had someweird fascination about my atrophied hands and tremors. My head never stops, it is always shakingg badly, which causes a lot of neck tension, and he would always offer a two hour masssage, which I thought was weird but sweetand helpful. I guess I never paid too much attention to these red flags simply because because I didn’t want to see them.
Three Days ago I needed his computer while I charged mine, so our hired help got it for me. Right on the first page I saw a video of a woman with cp trying to get up from the floor, so i looked at hisbrowser history just to ind out he’s been watching disabled women struggling all day. He even searched for “s everely disabled woman ” and watched videos of women as crippled as myself. And judging by how disabled I am, j think I might be the whole package for him.
I haven’t had the heart to confront him about it yet and I’m not even sure will. I’m just heartbroken thinking that my life isa lie and i don’t know my husband at all. I just lovehim too much and don’t want to loose himbut I can’t even look him in the eye. Impossible situation.
Ahh I didn't see it and thought I was going mad after rereading the post.
If it's a deal-breaker for him, then he actually, by default, cannot be a great guy.
So now being against hook up culture is being a bad person? Got it.