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Birth Date: 1990-08-06
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Date: October 27, 2022
I really appreciate the time you have taken to respond.
Its really nude for me to reply properly when emotions and tears are spoiling my thoughts.
As for my kids, yes, it feels like I literally need there picture right in front of me to remind me why I need to be here trying my best. Maybe that’s something I can work on.
Meds, It’s possible I go back to bc it’s possible I’m bipolar but I haven’t been off meds or substances in years so every time I think of them the thought in my head pops up “you will never know what it’s like to be just you” and it tells me to give myself the month my dr allowed me to go off them and see if I draw any conclusions as being on meds with side effects for life terrifies me
Therapy, I have another appt the 28th. I’ll just try and focus on being as honest as possible with her and see where it goes I guess.
In a time where I feel so alone and so shut out from the world I want to say thanks for the comments
Thank you, I am proud of myself for how I handled it all, I’ve definitely not been the best at handling these types of things in the past. So I am proud of my growth, but at the moment it still is tough to feel happy about it because I’m still morning the situation.
That guy is mentally ill. Don’t walk. RUN!
Ew.
Hi thank you for the reply I really appreciate it. Unfortunately she won’t even speak to me and has blocked me on everything. I could ask a few friends of mine to message her and tell her that I’m super broken up and obviously would never cheat, but I’m afraid she’d think I put them up to it or something.
The frustrating thing is that she also knows I was cheated on in my first serious relationship. I’d never have done that to her, I don’t know why she thinks I’d even be capable of cheating.
I feel I may have to accept that she’s made her mind up and won’t be changed. She’s horribly hard headed and holds a grudge for absolute life. One of her ex bfs “scammed” her out of money like 4 years ago and she couldn’t even hear his name without getting angry.
Ugh this is just so heartbreaking. I’m still in love with her and our relationship was really great. She told me I ruined her life and I killed a part of her, but I can’t rationalize my feelings as I honestly didn’t even do anything wrong ?