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AshleyXKiss Public Chat Channel NO PVT
Date: December 31, 2022
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I have no idea, I'd only known him for like 2 weeks at that point and just blocked him and never talked to him again. I knew him through an aunt that lived 3 hours away so I knew he hadn't actually committed suicide in the end.
It was a whole complicated thing, we'd talked and he'd had a very very hot life, raised by abusive addict parents then strict grandparents, a history of self harm, and he was horrifically distressed by his undersized genitals. He wasn't being self-deprecating, I saw and his penis was very undersized, like thumb girth and half as long as my thumb, to the point that I thought he should seek medical advice, but of course I didn't say because I was like 15 or 16 and I was busy assuring him that size wasn't important. In my mind, all those assurances would be garbage if I then suggested he get a doctor to figure out what's wrong with his genitals, and I couldn't tell my aunt that I'd seen his genitals.
I don't know if it was control or if he just needed someone to cling to that would assure him that he was loved and wouldn't leave him. I just knew I couldn't be anyone's entire world at 15.
I have financially supported her for the 5 years we’ve lived together. I have made many attempts to reconnect physically and emotionally and offered to go to therapy either together or separately. This is written only from my point of view, she hasn’t communicated enough to let me know how she’s feeling other than feeling like roommates. I’ve suggested many different dating and romance ideas to regain the spark and it doesn’t seem like she is willing to try anything