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Date: October 12, 2022
Guys, I've found the girlfriend's blister…
whenever I smoke he doesn’t see it as a relapse, he just sees it as me breaking a promise to him
It's both. If you knew you could not keep a promise not to smoke because your addiction is so severe, you shouldn't have promised him that. It's fine for your addiction to be a work in progress, but it's not fine to deceive your partner about where you are in your recovery. That's still addict behavior.
The printer situation is an overreaction on his part, but it's not happening in a vacuum. The trust between you is gone, so anything perceived as a lie is going to be a much bigger thorn whereas in a healthy, trusting relationship it wouldn't be an issue at all.
I successfully didn’t smoke on the weekdays for like 3 months, but because of the one time I broke the promise
I’ve given into my addiction multiple times and smoked on the weekdays
It seems like you're not even being totally honest with yourself/us. You didn't break the promise once, you broke it multiple times. The fact that he only knows about one of them is irrelevant.
What are you doing to address your addiction? Clearly you're not managing it well on your own, so you need professional help if you keep relapsing. A therapist can help you work on your dependency and deal with your tendency to tell him what you think he wants to hear. Whether or not your relationship can be salvaged, a therapist is going to be vital to keep you from sliding back into old habits.