My gf and I have been together since last summer. Things have been great. Last night we went out and partied and had a bit to drink. We took an Uber home and we watched a movie and had a few more drinks. The movie had a scene that prompted us to talk about kinks and positions.
After she told me about hers I told her I’d really like a blowjob a certain way. I was having a naked time describing it so I said I had a video saved that shows it perfectly. In my stupid drunk state of mind I thought it was acceptable to show her a video of my ex gf blowing me in the way I thought was kinky and liked.
My gf justifiably got mad when she realized it was my ex. It was before we broke up, not like I cheated with my ex. But my gf got very mad and since she couldn’t drive home and it was too late to Uber she told me to get out of the room and leave her alone.
I went to sleep on the sofa and started to go to sleep when I heard her crying. I tried to talk to her through the door but she told me to leave her alone.
I feel so terrible. I obviously know I’m a stupid motherfucker. I regret every moment of it. My gf is an amazing woman and deserves love and respect. I failed because I was drunk and didn’t think in the moment. My guess is nobody wants to see their bf/gf having sex with an ex or someone else.
How do I apologize to her and explain that I know I was wrong and I’m stupid? I love her. She’s a great woman but I fucked up so badly.
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