I know that the title may not make sense to everyone who reads it… but bear with me…
Last night was the most recent incident of this happening, and it made me feel like absolute shit, because I wasn't even sure if it happened or not whenever I woke up this morning.
I decided to drink a beer with my SO before we went to bed. It had been a long work day, so I just wanted to take a load off with him. However, at one some point in the night, I woke up on top of him, with his ear in my mouth, and by him jerking his head away from my face. I remember how confused I was realizing that I had something in my mouth, and I didn't even understand how I got on top of him. I woke up again this morning and asked him if it even happened because it felt like a dream, and after he did some thinking, he told me it did. Saying that I was horrified was an understatement. I apologized profusely and told him that I never intended to take advantage of him, ever. He was understanding, but to my even greater horror, he told me that it happened more than I thought.
You guys… I honestly don't know how the hell to handle up on, or control something like this. I don't even know what to look up in order to research it. All I know for sure though, is that I hate it, and I don't have any clue as to figuring out what's causing it, or how to stop it.
Where do I begin? I genuinely want some help or advice.
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