I do know it. And you are absolutely right. Damn. Never thought of it that way, AT ALL. But yes, I drink to shut out the voices telling me basically I fucking suck as a human. Even if it’s for 2 hours, totally worth it for me.
She's controlling, jealous, and manipulative. This relationship is awful. It has tipped beyond merely toxic and moved head first into abusive.
You should go away to college to pursue a future for yourself, but you should also go to get away from this relationship.
She has isolated you completely. You aren't allowed to have friends or a social life. She has manipulated you into agreeing to put your dreams aside in deference to hers. The expectation is that you are to toil away at work to pay for everything including transportation and housing costs. You are to be her benefactor, mommy, and college scholarship. In exchange you get nothing. She isn't even nice to you. She will never return the favor and pay the bills for you when you're in school. This is a destructive relationship conducted on her toxic terms.
Our love language is just roasting the shit out of each other. It’s very jarring to hear out of context bc example: I hit a curb. He looked at me and said “you’re a failure” and I told him I’d pull his intestines out of his ass. He laughed and kissed my hand.
GPS is fairly precise, however, the app could be sometimes inaccurate since there are different factors to consider when collecting “last” location data (I.e location services access to cell signal availability).
Having said that, your gf’s reaction and post actions are very telling. Definitely ?.
The point is, that psychologically, these celebs arent “real people that we will meet” so its psychologically the same thing as having the hots for a fictional character. Yes. Wonho is a real person with real feelings. He's also a massive celebrity who lives in a different country and is part of one of the largest music groups in Korea in an industry infamous for not letting their idols date, much less have casual sex with fans. Meeting Wonho (outside of a fanmeet surrounded by hundreds of other fans, cameras, security, staff, management, etc) is as realistic as falling off of a cliff into the mouth of a volcano and living.
Also, some of yall dont know what jokes are and its sad.
I do know it. And you are absolutely right. Damn. Never thought of it that way, AT ALL. But yes, I drink to shut out the voices telling me basically I fucking suck as a human. Even if it’s for 2 hours, totally worth it for me.
She's controlling, jealous, and manipulative. This relationship is awful. It has tipped beyond merely toxic and moved head first into abusive.
You should go away to college to pursue a future for yourself, but you should also go to get away from this relationship.
She has isolated you completely. You aren't allowed to have friends or a social life. She has manipulated you into agreeing to put your dreams aside in deference to hers. The expectation is that you are to toil away at work to pay for everything including transportation and housing costs. You are to be her benefactor, mommy, and college scholarship. In exchange you get nothing. She isn't even nice to you. She will never return the favor and pay the bills for you when you're in school. This is a destructive relationship conducted on her toxic terms.
Run away.
Our love language is just roasting the shit out of each other. It’s very jarring to hear out of context bc example: I hit a curb. He looked at me and said “you’re a failure” and I told him I’d pull his intestines out of his ass. He laughed and kissed my hand.
GPS is fairly precise, however, the app could be sometimes inaccurate since there are different factors to consider when collecting “last” location data (I.e location services access to cell signal availability).
Having said that, your gf’s reaction and post actions are very telling. Definitely ?.
but have you seen wonho?
The point is, that psychologically, these celebs arent “real people that we will meet” so its psychologically the same thing as having the hots for a fictional character. Yes. Wonho is a real person with real feelings. He's also a massive celebrity who lives in a different country and is part of one of the largest music groups in Korea in an industry infamous for not letting their idols date, much less have casual sex with fans. Meeting Wonho (outside of a fanmeet surrounded by hundreds of other fans, cameras, security, staff, management, etc) is as realistic as falling off of a cliff into the mouth of a volcano and living.
Also, some of yall dont know what jokes are and its sad.