It has nothing to do with you being pretty or not pretty, he’s just being shitty. Some guys will have a super model partner but still be a pig. Don’t let it bring down your self esteem.
As im crying here, he is emotionless, just watching me cry. I tell him it hurts me when he acts like this because it makes me feel like he doesn’t care about me or how his actions are making me feel.
That's unnecessarily cold, cruel, and lacking in empathy.
In fact a lack of empathy might be how he managed to do a sex act to you that you don't like, multiple times, without ever seeking feedback. I get why he feels upset but the only person he should be angry with is himself.
OP he is trying to punish you for his own shortcomings, and he's doing it in a really deliberately hurtful way.
run.
You were in Amsterdam/Germany….two countries which are completely safe with great public transport options.
Yes, it would have been nice to quickly check in with you, but expecting him to book a hotel for you etc…. you are an adult yourself.
It has nothing to do with you being pretty or not pretty, he’s just being shitty. Some guys will have a super model partner but still be a pig. Don’t let it bring down your self esteem.
Ok so this is the part I would dump him for
As im crying here, he is emotionless, just watching me cry. I tell him it hurts me when he acts like this because it makes me feel like he doesn’t care about me or how his actions are making me feel.
That's unnecessarily cold, cruel, and lacking in empathy.
In fact a lack of empathy might be how he managed to do a sex act to you that you don't like, multiple times, without ever seeking feedback. I get why he feels upset but the only person he should be angry with is himself.
OP he is trying to punish you for his own shortcomings, and he's doing it in a really deliberately hurtful way.