It is assault. OP, please contact [https://www.rainn.org](RAINN). They will walk you through the process of reporting the assault and receiving treatment (medical if needed as well as therapy) to begin recovery.
Do not let him downplay this. You are absolutely right to feel how you feel. **Being in a relationship and initially consenting to sex does not mean consent is then universal.
Crazy doesn’t go away when you feed it. It gets stronger.
It is assault. OP, please contact [https://www.rainn.org](RAINN). They will walk you through the process of reporting the assault and receiving treatment (medical if needed as well as therapy) to begin recovery.
Do not let him downplay this. You are absolutely right to feel how you feel. **Being in a relationship and initially consenting to sex does not mean consent is then universal.