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Birth Date: 1995-06-19
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Date: March 25, 2023
You’ve kind of hit the nail in a lot of ways. I said to him, you know I over plan and over think, and while I don’t expect you to be on my level of preparation, I do expect you to plan things better. This is a reoccurring problem in our relationship where he thinks exactly one steps head, just enough to get by, and I feel like that isn’t enough.
I’m struggling with the guilt of the situation because I know I play a part in this by not making clear my expectations, but it is so hard to not get angry with him for not talking to me and making this mess majority on his own and expecting me to bend and break to fix it. I feel guilty because I know he would help me in a time of need, but I would never put that onus on him. And as a single parent I have obligations and responsibilities that he can’t begin to understand.
After going back and forth for hours he finally said well maybe I could just get a place of my own the only issue is that would mean I’d have to sign a year long lease, which would mean I couldn’t move there soon. And I said you could find shorter leases, there’s ways around this, but you jumped straight into assuming I’d just go with this.
I don’t even know how I feel about the relationship at this point. This is very par for the course of him and it’s honestly exhausting. Not once did he take responsibility in his part of this mess despite me owning up to my own parts. It’s always “we need to do better, we need to work on this, we should try this” and never “I’m sorry, I messed up, and I own that”.