I'd like to tell you it's easy to get past the pain you're feeling. it's not. As someone who went through it myself with my ex, it's just going to take time. Your emotions are going to jump all over the place. It does get better.
From the sounds of it this relationship is definitely over and I'm sorry you have to go through this. It eventually does heal.
You are going to go through a lot of ups and downs. Just try to find things to occupy your time. If you have close friends do things with them. Hopefully you have someone to talk to.
Are your posts legit? Do you read your posts? Go back and re-read them and write another post asking why you’re still with him.
Come on dude, the guy sounds like he has mental issues and likely Sara’s stalker. Have a bit of self respect and walk away from a lost cause
Record him next time, then break up. At least you’re heading into the breakup with evidence and she won’t be able to gaslight you.
“Your peen is average”
I'd like to tell you it's easy to get past the pain you're feeling. it's not. As someone who went through it myself with my ex, it's just going to take time. Your emotions are going to jump all over the place. It does get better.
From the sounds of it this relationship is definitely over and I'm sorry you have to go through this. It eventually does heal.
You are going to go through a lot of ups and downs. Just try to find things to occupy your time. If you have close friends do things with them. Hopefully you have someone to talk to.