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Birth Date: 1985-02-11
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Date: October 25, 2022
“Men bounce and leave their exes to raise their children all the time” is a fact, not a generalization. Just like “people renovate their houses all the time” is. If you read reeeeeally carefully you'll notice that it doesn't say “all men bounce and leave their exes to raise their children.” Stop reaching.
I am still on my father's insurance, as the law treats me, because of my disability, still as a child. My father also still gets “Kindergeld” for me. The “Sozialamt” is fine with me being insured like that because it's actually cheaper than a normal, “gesetzliche” insurance I would, of course, otherwise be on. It's also pretty important for me, because with my OCD, I need, if I am in inpatient care, my own room and bathroom, which is normally only available in sections for “Privatpatienten”.
The Tagesklinik I was once in was for psychosomatic issues (I had stress-induced stomach issues) and the people there knew absolutely nothing about OCD. That was when my OCD was still minor (like an hour a day) and I did talk to them about it and they were like “Nah, we're here for psychosomatic issues, like your stomach cramps, you need to see someone else for that”. I never was in a Reha, though, so that might be completely different?
Actually, most of my OCD in inherited/genetic. My mother had very, very bad OCD, which, in her manifested in an eating disorder (she was anorexic for all her life, but not because she thought of herself as fat, but because her OCD only allowed her to eat a certain amount of things to eat each day) and cleaning compulsions. Basically all doctors and therapists told me that my OCD started to manifest based on that old trauma, but if I had never gotten that trauma, the OCD would have come out in a different way. Which I think is true, the compulsions I have these days don't develop based on past trauma anymore, but all it needs is me doing something every day to become a compulsion. Can't say that touching the vacuum cleaner fifty times does much for sleeping better.
Yeah, every little change is such an issue for me. Even a single piece of new furniture is really bad. Had to get a new showerhead and it was utter misery. I think it would be soooo good if I could just find a medication that would help, but despite the dozens of meds I tried, there was not a single SSRI that worked for me. They all had far too horrible side effects. I am now having emergency meds which lessen panic attacks and I take a pill of a medication meant for bipolar disorder to help with sleep, but that's it. None of that is meant to help OCD in any way, so it's literally just for the symptoms, not the disease. It just really sucks.
Thank you so much for engaging with me so much, by the way! That means a lot!
Thank you! This sounds like a good plan. Sorry you’re in a similar situation. It’s so exhausting and anxiety causing!
You can say no. You can’t control her reaction….
Don’t do more than you legally have to do.