You are seeing failure where none is possible. There is no body count when you are together with him. There is only the two of you pleasing and being pleased. Try to focus on the moment.
There is also the fact that it is largely considered to be a good thing for a woman to have less partners than the man. I would try to not sweat it.
Yup, I’m pretty fucked up I guess
Feel like tjisnistue same post from earlier and OP didn't like the responses so she decided to reframe the story again. So sad.
You are seeing failure where none is possible. There is no body count when you are together with him. There is only the two of you pleasing and being pleased. Try to focus on the moment.
There is also the fact that it is largely considered to be a good thing for a woman to have less partners than the man. I would try to not sweat it.