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Not sure maybe oily is better than soggy?
Do get therapy, please.
It's not something external eating you up.
You are internally and willingly scavenging yourself daily. Your self esteem sounds to be so very low that you tend to put that man on a pedestal.
Also: there are several types of memories.
Where I can memorise random Chinese vocabulary picked up through Chinese video stories with English subtitles and memorize the German corresponding vocabulary without ever consciously rehearsing….
…. I can totally mess up memorizing peoples names.
I can keep historical information and serve it at an appropriate moment. Yet still call Christina Susan or vice versa.
Do I feel like a genious? Heck NO! I think I have a funny weirdo brain. It's like giant hamster stuffing things in it's jaws spitting them back out when they come in handy.
But that doesn't make me superior to anybody else.
Like you having to learn hard to memorize your school stuff does in NO way make him supperior to you!
I would even say: someone sounding very learned may have trouble when having to compete against real experts on that relevant field.
Your boyfriend sounds like he knows a lot about a lot of things. Superficially.
What makes me really concerned is your feeling insecure/ talking about making mistakes/ him having “incredible strong memory”.
People gaslighting others will mostly ever affirmatively state that they “perfectly do remember that xyz was that and that way…”
Making the other person believe they remember wrongly!
Also… I do have a strong personality. Always had. But whenever I encountered people who managed to make me feel like I was constantly issuing insanely stupid stuff/ said things wrong…
… those people always had their own manipulative reasons for making me feel this way.
Mostly they perfectly KNEW I could see through them and yet still would put them onto a pedestal.
Do try to get therapy. And talk to your therapist about the dynamic inside your couple that makes you feel stupid daily!
There is something wrong there.
Plus: your parents don't have a stupid daughter! (And if they have one, it's not you!) As stupid people don't get access to med school.
Thank you, I will look into that