I am sorry you are in such a difficult spot. Please take your time and consider your options thoroughly.
If you want to have an abortion you should. No matter what your ex says. It's your body and your choice.
If you want to keep the pregnancy you need to prepare to parent alone. Involve your ex as much as needed, but so not expect any real support.
Last option: keep the pregnancy but give the baby up for adoption. There are plenty of families looking to adopt.
In all scenarios I'd absolutely recommend staying clear of your ex. In a year, if you still are not over him, you can check in. If he has worked on his mental health and improved then, and only then, you can see if there is something to salvage.
Where in your post does it say that?
I am sorry you are in such a difficult spot. Please take your time and consider your options thoroughly.
If you want to have an abortion you should. No matter what your ex says. It's your body and your choice.
If you want to keep the pregnancy you need to prepare to parent alone. Involve your ex as much as needed, but so not expect any real support.
Last option: keep the pregnancy but give the baby up for adoption. There are plenty of families looking to adopt.
In all scenarios I'd absolutely recommend staying clear of your ex. In a year, if you still are not over him, you can check in. If he has worked on his mental health and improved then, and only then, you can see if there is something to salvage.