Don’t worry about normal, but healthy should be a goal. I don’t doubt this hurts you, but he isn’t causing you pain. You keep escalating.
What you are doing to him is not healthy. You are emotionally abusing him.
Sweetie- You are not doing this because it’s fun. Your brain is set to PANIC MODE. It is looking for threats everywhere. And no matter how much information he gives you — it won’t feel ok. Until you learn to deal with the panic mode, it will never be enough from him.
You need someone mental health support. You need a help to get you through this process. Please go looking for some.
Taylor Toliminson , a comedian has a great skit about mental health is like being a bad swimmer. Go find it on youtube. Get some arm floaties.
If you're looking for a sign, here it is ?
I wouldn’t do it. Can you not just memorise what it says and convey that instead?
Don’t worry about normal, but healthy should be a goal. I don’t doubt this hurts you, but he isn’t causing you pain. You keep escalating.
What you are doing to him is not healthy. You are emotionally abusing him.
Sweetie- You are not doing this because it’s fun. Your brain is set to PANIC MODE. It is looking for threats everywhere. And no matter how much information he gives you — it won’t feel ok. Until you learn to deal with the panic mode, it will never be enough from him.
You need someone mental health support. You need a help to get you through this process. Please go looking for some.
Taylor Toliminson , a comedian has a great skit about mental health is like being a bad swimmer. Go find it on youtube. Get some arm floaties.