I’m sorry you have had such a hard go of things. But you must recognize having your first child after you turned 30, 15 years ago, is fundamentally different than having a child now at 19. It is apples to oranges.
It doesn’t take away from your hard work to acknowledge that it is, generally, harder now.
Its super creepy of you BOTH to be in this weird fake 'purity' relationship the first time he “assumed” you were a virgin and you said nothing you lied. Not very Chritiasn lol.
He is gonna be super mad when you tell him because you lied AND because presumably he's been so patient about waiting for sex with you because you are “inexperienced” `and he didn't want to pressure you.
You are not a different person you just changed your sexual behavior. You should have been upfront about the reason you did not want sex ( whatever that reason is) rather than prenting to be a virgin , which is what you are doing by going along with his nonsence.
You are BOTH delusional hypocrites who are probably well matched ,but won't stay together because once the cat is out of the bag. Your joint sexist opinion that female 'purity' is important will destroy your joint fantasy.
Like I’m imaging this man stocking up on Japanese Cherry Blossom
I’m sorry you have had such a hard go of things. But you must recognize having your first child after you turned 30, 15 years ago, is fundamentally different than having a child now at 19. It is apples to oranges.
It doesn’t take away from your hard work to acknowledge that it is, generally, harder now.
This has to be a troll. Come back when you actually want to hear what people are saying. Go back to your miserable life and go be miserable
Its super creepy of you BOTH to be in this weird fake 'purity' relationship the first time he “assumed” you were a virgin and you said nothing you lied. Not very Chritiasn lol.
He is gonna be super mad when you tell him because you lied AND because presumably he's been so patient about waiting for sex with you because you are “inexperienced” `and he didn't want to pressure you.
You are not a different person you just changed your sexual behavior. You should have been upfront about the reason you did not want sex ( whatever that reason is) rather than prenting to be a virgin , which is what you are doing by going along with his nonsence.
You are BOTH delusional hypocrites who are probably well matched ,but won't stay together because once the cat is out of the bag. Your joint sexist opinion that female 'purity' is important will destroy your joint fantasy.