First off, you need to get an STD test like yesterday! She cheated and hid it from you. There is nothing to think about. The fact that you've been together 3 years and she is this cold and dismissive says a lot about her as a person. She's shit and you deserve better. I wouldn't even work it out, I'd tell her to pack her shit because bisexuality doesn't make you a liar and a cheat. She's even super mean, telling you she has to get what you can't give somewhere else. Bro, she's trash.
Therapy. Stat. Sex or not, marriage or not, you have to work on your self esteem for your own sake. Right now, you’re your own worst enemy and you keep cutting yourself down.
Imagine you were reading this out and saying it about a close friend, not yourself. That would be horrible and cruel, wouldn’t it? So why are you so cruel to yourself?
Also op! Either buy and store your own condoms(do NOT give her access to them) Stop having kids or get your balls fixed.
I'm not saying she will But it's surprisingly common for people to purposely sabotage their spouse just to get a kid
First off, you need to get an STD test like yesterday! She cheated and hid it from you. There is nothing to think about. The fact that you've been together 3 years and she is this cold and dismissive says a lot about her as a person. She's shit and you deserve better. I wouldn't even work it out, I'd tell her to pack her shit because bisexuality doesn't make you a liar and a cheat. She's even super mean, telling you she has to get what you can't give somewhere else. Bro, she's trash.
Therapy. Stat. Sex or not, marriage or not, you have to work on your self esteem for your own sake. Right now, you’re your own worst enemy and you keep cutting yourself down.
Imagine you were reading this out and saying it about a close friend, not yourself. That would be horrible and cruel, wouldn’t it? So why are you so cruel to yourself?
Best of luck OP. X